a list

1. stop overthinking everything, stop pre-planning & stop making lists
2. learn to be more patient
3. be more posotive
4. save money when i start getting paid
5. get the two tattoo's I want within the next 3 weeks
6. get organized to move / ask for the advance for my rent
7. sort out my fucked up eyebrows
8. get smiley pierced
9. hair undercut
10. make toms bow tie
11. create tee's with tom
12. don't stress or feel lame so much
13. look in to other student accounts & actually sort out student finance grant
14. try to keep at least one of my jobs
15. take more photography or really just any would be an improvment
16. find a real monster & don't stress over it
17. get a DSLR
18. buy a: free view box / laptop / contract phone
19. put up a rail
20. get some storage
21. get rid of everything i don't need
22. give the guitar away
23. start putting arty things on my blog
24. finish routine and actually go through with it
25. train down to 22 inches
26. manage my finances
27. work out what to do after the next three years
28. see the monsters more
29. go to: Morrocco / japan / las Vegas / LA / Amsterdam / Paris
30. also go to: Rebellion / Hot Rod Hay Ride / Rockabilly Rave / Fetish xpo / Tattoo Convention
31. ship tattoo / sailor pin up / zombie sailor pin up done
32. at some point own a Nissan Figaro :)
33. plan my 21st
34. go to more burlesque shows
35. get some fetish photography jobs
36. don't think TOO far in to the future
37. let go of routine
38. expect nothing
39.
40. THROW OUT ALL LISTS! and stop writing them after this
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don't you put that song on cd's for girls you fancy?

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Hello rain

It's raining today so I thought hot pants were an OBVIOUS choice for what to wear
everyone leaves for reading today/tomorrow and by everyone I mean like the whole world is packing up and leaving for reading the bastards! I should have sold everything in my room and bought a weekend ticket just for the hell of it! though I'd have rather gone to:
Rebellion
The Rockabilly Rave
or
Hot Rod Hay Ride

fuck being broke.
fuck being impatient
and fuck being lame

and as only fitting for cat woman I spent my night the other night on my roof catching the neighbours cat who looked at me like I was totaly insaine ... which to be fair I probably looked insaine, middle of the night, on the roof, t-shirt and pants calling a kitty in to the house ... poor cat!

In other new charlotte bought me a book :)
it was the best of times, it was the worst of times



& Thomas and I spent the other day drinking vodka with extra strong orange and watching Twilight ha ha vampires all the way

2 weeks and 6 days until I move!!
I'm really excited now
which means about 3 weeks 6 days until we start University.... eek
my student loan verification came through :) along with some BCU email shit .... thank fuck its all got moving now and working out!
and I start work in 2 weeks and 2 days!!
Now all I need is for the rest of this week to work out and for some monster to pick a day lol

so if your a real monster
vampire
or just a half decent rockabilly-esque type man who fancies taking cat woman on a date feel free to apply here and by here I mean leave a comment .. stalk me on facebook... myspace it's really your choice.

only 1 week and 5 days until Dita starts her week long run in Paris :( I doubt I'm winning those tickets meow meow meow!
or the Fetish xpo ones :( ergh!!
However ... tattoo's soon :) yes yes yes
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Your coffin or mine?

This week looks like it could be starting on a complete downer lets hope this changes around.
BOLLOCKS
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I'm outside waiting for you to let me in

Firstly I need new seamed stockings as mine all now have runs in them shit times! but as a pair cost on average £10 an up that isn't going to happen anytime soon! Damn rag market not selling them anymore £2 a god damn pair!!! argh
I had to settle on two pairs of plain stockings for £1

My student finance came through :) well the form so that can be ticked off the list
Now to borrow the money for the first months rent/ a new bus pass .... damn
I also went for the interview today instead of tomorrow because Jossy had to cancel and I was bored .... I had to wait 2 and a half hours what a piss take! and after all the the interview was so short it was ridiculous!
'have any expirience'
'when can you work?'
'why should we hire you?'
'any questions?'

it took like 6 minutes tops

Blondie's been pushed to one side its now all about:
Rancid - up to no good
The Specials - Little Bitch
Reel Big Fish - Sell Out
Save Ferris - Come on Eileen
The Gaslight Anthem - Great Expectations

I'm not sure how much I want the other job aswell from working it out I doubt I'll have time to do much else except work ... and I guess 20 hours at my first jobs probably enough to go out/buy food/pay for phone on ... we'll see how it goes I guess

The neighbours across the road are having a party ... I won't be sleeping now ... the musics so fucking loud.

I'm really excited to move out now :)
I need to text Claire tomorrow and move it to the 15th I think it sounds a good day to move .... random lol! but good .. unless I have work!
I start the 11th :) even more exciting ha ha I posted my contracts today.

'that's an interesting concept on 40 minutes'

anyhow my horoscope says:
You value personal contact, cutting through all the externals and getting to the heart of things. You understand and appreciate vulnerability and have no compunction about presenting your own sensitive spots to others. You have been through some very sensitive times yourself these last few months. Be patient with yourself and look at the positive transformations taking place this year. When you love, you love with spirit and passion. Passion and enthusiasm is certainly what you have today. Slow down and enjoy not only the people that you care about, but your surroundings as well. You and a lover discuss plans for the future and you discover interesting comparisons that you had not recognized before. Keep notes on these plans and review.

Sadly no pictures for this post yet again.
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One way or another

so I'm feeling a little Blondie obsessed at the moment & wish I had a vinyl played :( so I could play my Blondie Vinyl!! Parellel Lines what an album :) even the french version of Sunday girl

anyhow this is a pointless post & blog as it is officialy a month until I start university and I have done no art related work what so ever. I did however just about manage to tick the boxes on that sheet for lessons yesterday and get it in the post before 5:30 as it HAD to be in today ... ha ha what a twat! I know I chose all of them but I can't remember in what order.

On the to do list:
I got a job :D yay
I got my house BUT need to ring and move moving in to two weeks later so I can pay rent cause student finance is a cunt!
I haven't managed to sell any clothes!! or that stupid fucking guitar .. jesus

My horoscope was wank today after it's been so good the last few days
it told me i should have asked someone out to dinner tonight ha ha thats a bit specific really lol well I didn't and it's too late now .. and the fact I'm broke goes in to that too.

This is generally going nowhere so it'll end with
tomorrow I'm going to see Jossy
& then going for a drink with Sharl
Sunday yet another interview this time at the o2 academy
and the rest of the week .. I guess we'll see won't we
GOD I WANT TO START WORK
MOVE OUT
& EARN SOME MONEY!
maybe not so much the start uni thing

real monster boyfriend still needed. ta lol the standards are set high.
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Lets stumble home drunk

Tomorrow I shall be dragging the TV outside and putting up some large umbrella so thommooose and I can sit outside in the sun ... in shade and watch tv while getting very very very drunk so I hope the weather holds up and doesn't be a bastard!
I suppose I should take a couple of photography, I mean I call myself a student photographer and yet I haven't even managed to finish a 12 exp roll of film using James' Holga yet :( ergh I do suck a little really don't I

The phone rang this morning and I reluctently answered and I have another intreview as much as I don't want this job if they give it me I'll snap it up ... I have no money :( it's getting sa dweith all these days rolling in to one ... & the fact I'm supposed to move in to my house in 2 weeks .. and start university in 4 and a halfish weeks

Thomas has also pointed out to me that I need to be more posotive
his new age thinking is 'if you put out posotive energy you will get it back'
I don't believe this but with all the time I have it can't hurt to give it a go can it?
so form now its all happy thought & good wonderings
instead of .. 'his going to cancel on me', 'yeah he never text .. and its been since last friday' or 'I obviously didn't get that job the man hated me I could tell' .... these will not bring good things
so more of
'if its meant to be it'll be', 'oh well's' and more of that really

I have no new pictures to post up :( sorry and I do hate a bare post
but I cleaned my sheets finally today :)
did some sewing
& managed to clean my room
laziness has to get going really

Tom made me a happy lady when he sent me these





what I'd like to spend my loan on:
Tattoo's - 5
Smiley Piercing
Clothes
Bleach & Dye
Cigarettes
Drink


what I realisticaly have to spend my stupid loan on:
Rent
Travel Card
Film / Camera related shizzle
Food
Household shit like washing up liquid ... ergh



OH and while writing this I just was offered a job =]
I am pretty damn excited I feel that toms posotive bullshit just worked ha ha
happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts
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Happy Anniversary



Today would be thomas' and mine 3 years
ha ha lame much.
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A real monster please

New heights of boredom have lead me to a wish list post ... gah!
I hope to fuck I get that part time position I went for today
I got sprayed with water by some work men & then got caught by the interviewer when taking off my stockings, I mean if that doesn't earn me points I don't know what will :)


New Corset - 22" Morticia underbust corset - What Katie Did

New Seamed Stockings

Fetish platform Mary Jane's

Tartan Leggins

Tiger Lilly Clip

Miss.Monster Necklace - Lady Luck

Any cluttefly necklace :) sailor, B Movie Queen, Show Girl & Pin Up

Dita Bag by Collectif

Halter Wiggle Dress - Viven of Holloway

oh and a real monster please, I hear they make the best boyfriends.


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Self Inflicted

Thomas and I had a wander to the Ikon gallery Friday meeting at carpet munchers at 10:15 and 6 bussing it in to town only to find when we got there we both thought the other knew where the fuck we were going thank god for Birmingham Information Centre!
When we got there it was a LET DOWN to say the least.
I'd rather go to the sealife centre!! someone take me :D


as thomas is nasty he deleted most the photos on my camera :(

"maybe what I've really wanted is a caveman, dragging me by my hair in to his lair. But my hair was too short and too thin for that"

I finished Bette's book so I should probably take it back now but this was one of my favourite quotes from it, it upset me how like her I am & how true this stupid quote is to me, I'd much rather have someone drag me in to their lair but it's always ME dragging them.

I'd like to get Jackie O's Biography, Marilyns or Jayne Mansfield's next, have to see what the library has to offer.

I haven't found a briefcase yet there were two when Tom and I went charity shopping but I'm not sure there exactly what I'm going for and when I popped back the day after to get the black beret it had gone :( and I didn't want to get the cream as I already have a cream one, lets hope I find a cheap one soon as winters on its way and I fancy a black beret.
I also popped to grocery shop with Lisa & Bell & then took Bell and her friend Jess to the park so they could play why I walked the dog ... I'm surprised I didn't burn to be honest but I was lucky I need to invest in a parasol.

Tomorrow I have a job interview FINALLY!
sadly not for the sex shop :( but for Pulp
*fingers crossed* I get it


Outfit wise I'm thinking my new skirt / Black Tee / Green Heels and I'm stuck on which clutch
I should probably go over stuff so I don't just shout out 'metro station' or some equally stupid for everything they ask me.


FYI my blog hates me which is why odd bits are in blog and huge!
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Theres lots of butterflies

It's about 5 weeks until Uni & roughly 3 until I'm supposed to move in to my house, I feel I should be a little worried now as my certificates from College haven't come through, my welcome pack from BCU & the fact that student finance are being fucking shits and have decided I haven't signed something that I have so I bet I'll be the last one to get my loan :( thus loosing my house! FUCK!

There was no sun today but I still wore a skirt and heels and went to the Birmingham Central Library for the first time, 'cause Solihull's closer! it was more amazing that I imagined and I actually enjoyed it ... how lame
I wore my 'little boots' cardigan as tom would call it. I shouldn't have as I did want to save it until the first day at uni but fuck it.


From the Third Floor

The notecards for all the refrence material on reviews for plays


I was looking at all the fan club listings






I've also managed to screw my eyebrows up :( not such good times really.

I'd also like to see Dita preform her new act The Opium Den in September at the Gentry De Paris show



& I entered the competition for it
along with the competition to win tickets to the Fetish Xpo in October *fingers crossed* I get one

I would also quite like a nice boy & not just any nice boy a nice boy who's actually attractive and a bit wow for once who isn't a prick.
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I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth

I'm still tired but its such a lovely day for a bloody change! we've managed to have three lovely days of sunshine .. though thats a bit shit for my vampiresque pale skin but its a bit better than rain when trying to bus it in to town in unsuitable shoes.
Last night we drank too much pink Champagne & Vodka ... not together obviously!
Thomas is now officialy 20 and 1 day old.



& student finance are yet again annoying the hell out of me saying I haven't signed the decleration when I pissing have so that's another frustrating conversation to be had tomorrow.
oy vey.

I'm also off to get more books tomorrow as I've almost finished Better Davis and the other two should take me about 3 days to read really so I may as well go get some more while Gemma's back & going in to town to the library to start research for her dissertation.

I should have wore this last night:

Vintage Dress - Vintage Store - COW - £3
Instead I wore this:

Teal Dress - Topshop - £55



Vintage Grey Vinyl Clutch - Age Concern Free

The first choice is going to be have to worn out at some point as it only cost me £3 and its fabulous & vintage I just don't have anywhere appropriate for it.

I have also been thinking about my first day of uni outfit just showing how much time I have on my hands and I'm thinking: Dogtooth Skirt, Stockings, Heels, Black Tee & Black Cropped Cardigan. If I'm lucky bagwise I want an old leather briefcase.


High Waisted Dogtooth Skirt with Skinny Black Belt - £4

Cropped Black Cardigan - FCUK - Originally £65 sale £10

Sleeve Detail

Second Hand Shoes - Cancer Research - £2

they have seen better days but I love them

& then obviously some sort of briefcase!! erm!! charity shopping!!
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Today is a very special day


for today is my best friend Thomas Michael Rooney's 20th unbirthday ... no no it's his real 20th Birthday :)
& I have decided to put up a few photo's that I'm sure he shall hate me for but will laugh about in time :)


Mr. Thomoose hillariously drunk & painting my nails

Working hard for macdaddy

When Thomoose was in BMTH

With a sketch of my girlfriend

Brutalz in the Bathroom

As it's early AM and just turned his Birthday I shall add more nice photos later :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOMAS
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Smoke some fags and play some pool


I got my skirt



& then I was on ebay getting sad about things I can't have because I currently have 47p to my name.
From looking at all the vintage clothes & accessories I worked out I'd really like a vintage briefcase ind ark brown or black to go with my first day outfit for university :)
so I need to scount for pennies and see if I can pick one up in some charity shop



I think my new skirt would go nice with a briefcase so I think instead of the leopard dress on the first day I'll wear my skirt instead & I'm determined to wear heels maybe even go as far as using Kim as my inspiration and throwing out all flats to just wear heels ... my only pair of Jeans come September are going to be given away as well I mean I had a good run of like 2 years wearing them about twice and then I fell down in the last few months wearing them to paint at college or on rainy days ... it's such a NO!
I guess day two at uni will be leopard dress god knows what bag & black shoes & cropped black cardigan.
& if I had any pennies I'd want this to wear the first day too


I feel very Plain Jane recently
thats not me.



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